we are not replacing you

I just felt that I needed to say, even though I am pregnant, I still very much miss Nicholas. This baby growing inside me will never fill the gap of losing him. This child will be unique and special in their own way and I can not wait to find out and meet who ever this one and love it for who they are, but to those who wonder, yes I will always miss my Nicholas, the one that left a little too early.


by the way... if you have not heard the news I am 10 weeks pregnant.
May God grant me peace to endure this pregnancy.